Dear Johnny
As you know, I'm a very self-conscious person.
The introspection work is the kind of work that I would die if I didn't do it for myself anymore.
I go about it exactly as literally as if I were breathing.
But this act of introspection can drive me to self-poisoning.
It's like being suffocated by my own thoughts.
For me, working seems to be a way to get rid of that poison.
When I am doing introspection, I am dead. Being dead means that time has stopped.
Because I think about the future and the past, I neglect living in the present.
In this respect, if I do not keep my mind on the present, I cannot do my work. When I am working, I start worrying about this and that about the work I am doing, but that is a trap. Shift my mind from worrying and get results in moving forward with my work.
When I write it this way, I see that work has a "meditation" effect on people like me.
Bringing my attention back to my breathing and concentrating on the blur will help to erase the ripples in my mind.
I write such pompous things at work time.
When I am tempted to write such plausible things, I am usually in the process of autointoxication.
I used 99.9% deepl translation
Of course, this sentence too.
My English is getting worse and worse.
99.9%deepl翻訳を使いました
もちろん、この文章も。
英語力がどんどん低下している。。。
